it's like seeing a long lost friend after years of no communication. honestly, that's how i felt when i found my old tblog again.

i still don't know why i couldn't access my posts before. or why the blog came up blank when anyone browsed to it. but it doesn't matter now.

just like old friends, i've accepted the fact that i can't change anything in the past. i just embrace the present we now have, and look forward to the future.

you think i'm over-reacting? have you ever lost a diary? or written something that meant a lot and then lost it? or thought something, then blogged about it to be kept stored somewhere in the net for retrieval at a later time but learned that you couldn't access it? that was how i felt. i was so frustrated i moved to another blog hosting site.

now, i am here again, and my posts are there. and the last decent post i had was of my grandmother. she died a few months after that post.

anyway, i still haven't decided if i'd be posting on tblog again or mirror my bravejournal here or what.

we'll see.